Stuck In Solitude

All alone, by my self
Stuck in a world with no one else
Lost for words, falling down
Trapped in thought, gonna drown

Paralysed and I'm self inflicted
Traumatized and I'm so infected
Need some help to be resurrected
On the phone but I'm disconnected

Fucking my self, drinking my blood
Paranoid, emotional wreck
I avoid, and choke on my neck

I'm digging a grave that's away from you all
Maybe I'm sick but its already started
How can you help a zombie departed?

I can't seem to move no forward
I'm just stuck insane and morbid
Can't get through a simple task
Sit in silence wear a mask

I'm so stupid, I'm so dumb
Rip my heart out now I'm numb
I don't know what I have done
Back to sleep so I can run

I've been locked in a cage, beaten with rage
Everyday, repeating the same
Try to do something right but doing it wrong
Feel like depression is where I belong
Put up my wall, nothing to say
Going to sleep, hate when I wake
Sick of the world and I'm sick of my self
And I'm sick of the people that fucking me round

What is this, inside of me
Illusion, confusion
In side of me
Stuck in solitude

My best friend is my enemy
By my self I'm always lonely

What is this, inside of me
Illusion, confusion
In side of me
Stuck in solitude