Stuck In My Mind

[Intro]
Oh my God, it's 4lexf

[Verse 1: Yaro]
Uh, wakin' up when I don't want to
Wanna lay back, take a nap inside of my room
Wanna close my eyes and think about what I've been through
Depression plays inside my mind 'cause I know that's the truth
Need to hit depression out the park, like my name is Ruth
But these demons keep on coming, and I don't know what to do
They tellin' me lies, think I should pick up a gun and go shoot
End it all, sayin', "it's all up to you," when it is, but not in the mood
But really, though my mind plays these games inside my brain
Time takin' count of the seconds that I drown in pain
Devil want me dead, but I don't fall in the lames
Tell me I'm realest, don't give a fuck who you claim
Yeah, fuck what you claim
Drag me down, I bounce back, and then, I pop in your lane
Dang, yeah, thank you dad for raising me
I know that sometimes it's hard for me to speak
I've been havin' a bad week

[Chorus: Mushuu]
I've been stuck inside my mind
I've been told too many lies
What's the point of even trying if they're just gonna leave like all the other times?
I've been hurt too many times
I've been broke too many times
I've been livin' out my life
But I don't really feel alive ('Live)
I've been stressed and why does everything gotta be a lesson?
I've been stuck inside my mind
I've been told too many lies (Oh)

[Verse 2: rljah]
Mmh, I've been stuck up in a lie
Tryna wrap my head around this circle, but got filled with lies
I've been feelin' like so much pain, but use my heart as a disguise
And I've been givin' out my heart, but been hurt too many times
Why do people like to hate, but they don't know what I'm through?
Feel like my life is getting laced, I gotta go tie my shoe
And you could take all your words, I hope they're off like a tooth
But everyday I feel the weight, so I just hop in the stu'
But every time I wake up, I just think 'bout my week
Gotta go and keep on pushin', so that I can get some sleep
I've been put down, in the struggle, but got up on my feet
And so, I use my lyrics as a way to cope on the beat
Mmh, I've been stuck up in a lie
Tryna wrap my head around this circle, but got filled with lies
I've been feelin' like so much pain, but use my heart as a disguise
And I've been givin' out my heart, but been hurt too many times

[Chorus: Mushuu]
I've been stuck inside my mind
I've been told too many lies
What's the point of even trying if they're just gonna leave like all the other times?
I've been hurt too many times
I've been broke too many times
I've been livin' out my life
But I don't really feel alive ('Live)
I've been stressed and why does everything gotta be a lesson?
I've been stuck inside my mind
I've been told too many lies (Oh)