STUCK

(30)
(Yeah)
(It's time i've been a little more honest, you know?)

[Chorus]
It’s another day feeling so stuck
It’s another day I’m giving up
Why the fuck the pest ain’t picking up?
Why the percs always lifting me up?
Why the fuck all my charges like once?
Why these demons keep beating me up?
Called her once but there’s no picking up
Text a slut now she eating me up
And i can’t even fight, i can’t lie
Waking up wishing I would’ve died
Lose the feeling of being alive
Call the problems im acting surprised
Cause the truth is i'm living a lie
Cause the truth is i'm just getting high
So many times called my mama to cry
So many times i look up asking “why”

[Verse]
So many times i see my niggas switch
So many times i say “shit i miss this”
So many times that i try to repent, just to turn around, do it again
How many times i feel like this the end?
So much loss, i'm expecting a win
So much loss, i'm just drowning in sin
Need my life looking through a new lense
Can’t put the truth in the way of my pen
Can’t deal with you cause i'm barley a man
Don’t tell the truth now she lying again
Hurt her heart, now she crying again
Do her wrong just to follow revenge
And i'm wrong, but i can’t make amends
It’s too bad that we won’t speak again
They lose their step, I took it on the chin
Tell her all the shit in the letter
Lately baby, im praying you doing better
Lately baby, im praying we back together
Okay im lying, i ain’t pray, it’s whatever
Okay im trying make the brain feel better
Cause we ain't see us in a years like devil
[?] our fears for the better
I hate i had to bring her down my level
In this life, feel im moving too fast
Feel my foot, it just flew to the gas
You know i'm running, can’t outrun my past
She in love with these hundreds, she making it last
[?]
[?]
But i know I’m in love with the thrill
Hate myself cause there’s love for these pills

[Chorus]
It’s another day feeling so stuck
It’s another day I’m giving up
Why the fuck the pest ain’t picking up?
Why the percs always lifting me up?
Why the fuck all my charges like once?
Why these demons keep beating me up?
Called her once but there’s no picking up
Text a slut now she eating me up
And i can’t even fight, i can’t lie
Waking up wishing I would’ve died
Lose the feeling of being alive
Call the problems im acting surprised
Cause the truth is i'm living a lie
Cause the truth is i'm just getting high
So many times called my mama to cry
So many times i look up asking “why”