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Stuck in my room just waiting on you
We had good plans but they all fell through
Anxiety inside, I don't know what do
Tears in my eyes
Get a call from you

I'll decline it
Pain in my chest but I'm trying not to mind it
I get hopeless feelings, ain't no way to fight it
Battles in my brain
That's why (Spacedtime) I'm staying quiet

Sorry, I know I'm hard to reach
I just can't wait 'till I'm underneath
I'll rest in peace, my eternal sleep
All these songs in my head and my heart's the beat
So basically this music's me
At the end of the day it's all I need
I'm still searching though
Feel so incomplete
'Cause of the hole she left from the knife in me

At night I see the reaper follow me
I got so much weight up on top of me
Wanna let it slip, just lose my grip
And say fuck it all, I'm over this
All these fake people steady ruin shit
They'll take what's yours and try to run with it
But if you take mine you ain't running bitch
You gonna go insane before you manage it

Try to figure me out
You can't handle it
I take two pills, now they dissolving quick
I'm a damaged kid
Yeah, this how I live
Girl, I gave you all that I had to give
But you looked at me like I wasn't shit and I can't forget
No, I can't forget
I'm over it, so over it

Stuck in my room just waiting on you
We had good plans but they all fell through
Anxiety inside, I don't know what do
Tears in my eyes
Get a call from you

I'll decline it
Pain in my chest but I'm trying not to mind it
I get hopeless feelings, ain't no way to fight it
Battles in my brain
That's why I'm staying quiet

That's why I'm staying distant
I keep my distance
I don't belong here
I feel so different
It's a sickness
I can't fix it
Prayed it would change but it isn't

Mental prison; it's like I'm locked in
All the memories of us, I wish I lost them
Burn them in a fire and just toss them
I'll feel better laying in a coffin
I'll feel better laying in a coffin
All the memories of us, I wish I lost them