{Chorus}
Why why do i feel lonely when they are right beside me
Why do i get sad when i should be happy
Why do i feel hungry when i'm eating
Even when i'm winning i feel beaten
And as soon as you leave it gets 3 times worse
Stuck in this mood like a coma
Im tryna grind, get my diploma
But you stay on my mind like a face tat
When your on my body i really like that
{Verse I]
Yeah i'm tryna beat this mood
Cause i been stuck in it for a good few years and
I can't keep focus on whats important
Nothing really feels important
Got this girl on my mind
Got this pain in my spine, From carrying the weight of my depression
Im tryna make friеnds but i always seem to leave the wrong imprеssion
Cause no one wants nothing to do with a sad boy
My girl want me but i need her
So even when she lie i believe her
Would wear her face on a T-shirt
Im 6 feet in the ground
Im lost never found
The silence is deafening its a horrible sound
Would rather hear terrible screaming
Im so tired of dreaming, cause its a always a nightmare
Im not even happy in my dreams
But making me happy she seems, to be able to do
Im sad but realer than you
Ill fight till the end
Take your heart and defend
In this crowd tryna blend, but i do not fit in
Tired of trippin and falling, On my knees jus crawling
Cause i'm too weak to stand
The world got me down
I miss you and i know your bored so let me drive you to town
{Chorus}
Why why do i feel lonely when they are right beside me
Why do i get sad when i should be happy
Why do i feel hungry when i'm eating
Even when i'm winning i feel beaten
And as soon as you leave it gets 3 times worse
Stuck in this mood like a coma
Im tryna grind, get my diploma
But you stay on my mind like a face tat
When your on my body i really like that