Stuck

A victim of my own predisposition
The antidote to all of my afflictions
Left high and dry in a trench I dug myself
My little slice of hell
My little slice of hell

How can I break free?
I'm stuck between being found and finding me
So afraid I can't escape
In between being found and finding me
Finding me

These scars still burn despite what I have conquered
My urge to change is only getting stronger
Stagnant
Despite my best intentions
When will I learn my lesson?
I never lеarn my lesson

How can I break free?
I'm stuck between bеing found and finding me
So afraid I can't escape
In between being found and finding me

Was I doomed from the start?
Keep up the masquerade or watch it all fall apart?
What will be the catalyst?
A new beginning
The end to all of this

The end to all of this

How can I break free?
I'm stuck between being found and finding me
So afraid I can't escape
In between being found and finding me
Finding me