Struggling to Believe

You have been nothing but kind
But I can't seem to look You in the eye
Everyday is a war in my mind
I can't seem to be alright

Maybe I over-complicate
But I can't help it
I'm struggling to believe
Maybe I'm brainwashed, a religious machine
But I'm struggling to believe

You have been nothing but true
I miss the moments near to You
Everyday was a kiss in the sun
Now I'm in this darkness with no place to run

Maybe You're really looking at me, but I can't see it
But I'm starting to believe
Maybe You really hold the world and everything
I'm trying to believe

You have been nothing but life to me
I hope You can open up my eyes