Struggle Addiction

[Intro: K-Rino]
Touch that iron enough times
You start realising that it's pretty hot
But at what point do you stop touching it? Come on
You know it never works but you keep doing it anyway
You know it never works but you keep trying it anyway

[Verse 1: K-Rino]
Real question, why do I indulge in things
That make it seem like I'm in love with pain?
Everybody speculating why the rug was stained
Cause the sweat and tears dried but the blood remained
Now I'm laying back thinking 'bout my cousin, man
I'm on some other sh-, like when the subject change
And the moment that I walked inside, judgement came
Cause I ain't have a dozen chains like Clubber Lang
I guess you could say that I sacrificed some pay
Cause I chose not to sign my whole life away
But anything in hindsight seems suffice to say
And even the broken clock is right twice a day
Now, my main affliction's a pain addiction
The same condition, but I won't change prescriptions
So by definition I'm insane, the custom is scuffing
Cause only a fool keeps going back to receive nothing

[Hook: K-Rino]
I must have a struggle addiction
Cause I won't change my troubled existence
I'm still living but something is missing
Keep doing the same thing, leading to the same pain
I really must love this condition
Cause I won't find another position
I'm too trifling and stubborn to listen
Keep doing the same thing, leading to the same name

[Verse 2: K-Rino]
Now despite people's envious ways, I'm feeling fine
Only dream that you seem to have is killing mine
I showed love they wasn't thinking about showing
While I was bringing 'em up, I was sinking without knowing
Enabling the slick-hearted to make my life harder
As I'm saving them from drowning they pulling me underwater
Dead weight brings you down, I wasn't knowing that then
It's best to cut a loose string than try to sow it back in
I blame me for failing to move on
Only fools keep walking on glass with no shoes on
Dedicated to my craft, it's been a turbulent ride
Sometimes it takes more away from me than what it provides
Still I keep coming back to it and taking a beating
Like a person who just won't leave somebody that's cheating
And if your plan fell through a few times, let me tell ya
One of the main ingredients of success is failure

[Hook: K-Rino]

[Verse 3: K-Rino]
See, be true, see through, every blatant and weak move
Deceitful people, Satan waiting to sweep you
Chase new breakthroughs, if you're struggling, make do
You can run for ever but you can never escape you
This learned behaviour was too vicious to discern
Never did you think that your life would be taking this turn
Nothing to be trusted at all, even the kiss burns
Not knowing the feeling of having something when it's earned
Sadly, crafty people seeking to grab me
Into the bottomless misery bag, try to add me
Plus you, now you in deep the pressure because you
Wondering if anybody actually loves you
Turn rat, one that you trusted in done that
Once that happens your confidence never comes back
Systems, twisted, spiritually conflicted
But if you're listening then you're in position to fix it

[Hook: K-Rino]