[Intro]
'Member we was friends when I was fifteen? Yeah
But now I’m just someone else to you
'Member I was down, like, I was sixteen feet under?
Because I couldn’t get over you
I couldn’t get over you, so, now, I’m sitting by myself
[Chorus]
And it’s been a while since I’ve held you in my arms
Tryna protect you from the way of harm
And it’s been a while since you've held both of my hands
Still can’t move on from either of our pasts
[Verse]
Yeah, I don’t wanna talk, no, I just need to rest
Every single word make it worse, but I’m obsessed
This was never you, where the fuck you went?
We can never maintain “elevated”
Same place here we go again, yeah, here we go again
[Bridge]
Just say those words, and I’ll be there too
Just say those words, and I’ll be there too
[Interlude]
And I'ma keep the pace until I’m laid to rest
Tryna fix shit on my own, further create the mess
Smile on my face and maybe fake the rest
But now it’s hollow in my soul, but I resume the stress
Nothing in your eyes, who am I talking to?
More we try to fix, the more often I’m losing you
Keep my guard up all the time, there’s nothing stopping you
Screaming on the phone, it’s random when you follow through
[Bridge]
Yeah, you stay stuck inside my head, never okay
Mind racing, feeling like it’s Cocaine
Stay slamming bottles in my old ways
Problems all crashing in my home place
Stuck inside my head, never okay
Mind racing, feeling like it’s Cocaine
Stay slamming bottles in my old ways
Problems all crashing in my—, yeah
[Chorus]
And it’s been a while since I’ve held you in my arms
Tryna protect you from the way of harm
And it’s been a while since you've held both of my hands
Still can’t move on from either of our pasts
[Outro]
Yeah, my mind stuck on you
Fight myself to not reply too
Blind stupid young and prideful
Stressed lost confused and hateful