Strangerous

I watch you every day, try to catch your eye but you turn away
I mumble something weird, shuffle my feet and hunch my shoulders
I curse my nervous brain, my perforated face and my lanky frame
Still I might hold you dear if I had a clue how to win you over
It's not enough to haunt you
And hide away in the crowd
But can i say i want you out loud
Oh I'll just bide my time, puzzle out a plan how to make you mine
I got a shot of you, a tub of vaseline and a wad of tissue
Hush now don’t make a sound, turn the music up, pull the covers down
Oh do you love this too? stare into your eyes and pretend to kiss you
Oh god what have I done? told you how I feel, now I feel your shun
How can I ever shake the terror in your eyes when I said I loved you
Oh god oh god I'm dead, gotta run away, gotta hide my head
Please just forget my face, I'll eradicate every memory of you