​​​stranger

[Intro]
Everything thinks I'm this loveless monster

[Chorus]
Think about it always (Always)
Couldn't get me through the next day (Next day)
Trash bags full of paper plates (Paper plates)
Only see me on some holidays (Some holidays)
Now I'm here but it feels fake
Don't want it now, I guess I lost the taste
I can't feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
Always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
Feels like showin' love is so phony (So phony)
I don't have a friend, a single soul with me
See 'em always whine 'bout feelin' lonely
Your friends are blowing up your fuckin' phone, but you just don't read (Just don't read)

[Verse]
You just want some, "Woe is me"
How do I invest into my life if I wanna cut it short?
Couldn't hold that over your head, but it's still getting worse
What's to even say on that day, I
Don't think that you'd fess that I'm a stranger
I just say it's complicated, hiding under layers
Thought I got it figured out 'cause it made sense to me on paper
I'm a soothsayer, light another taper
Still forewarned 'bout my bones in a crater
I've been here this whole time
Don't care to make 'em notice, nah, I just don't try
I just do this shit and I don't know why
Keep myself as visible here as I am in real life
I hold on to shame, I keep it close and I don't know why

[Chorus]
Think about it always (Always)
Couldn't get me through the next day (Next day)
Trash bags full of paper plates (Paper plates)
Only see me on some holidays (Some holidays)
Now I'm here but it feels fake
Don't want it now, I guess I lost the taste
I can't feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
Always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
Feels like showin' love is so phony (So phony)
I don't have a friend, a single soul with me
See 'em always whine 'bout feelin' lonely
Your friends are blowing up your fuckin' phone, but you just don't read (Just don't read)