Storyteller Pt.4

Some mornings i don't wanna wake up
I don't wannna wake up when am feeling depressed
Clinging on to the last little bit hope that i've got
Because i know i ain't got alot left
Clinging on to the last good memories that i've got
It ain't to long before were all dead
I feel in love with you from the day that i met you
And everybody else wanted to have sex
But gods plan always makes a way
Am moving to fast gotta take a break
How am i supposed to ask for a blessing
When i ain't even put my hands together and pray today
I wanna eat healthy am sick of takeaway
Father i pray for me that'll you'll make a way
I've had to many lets downs and i've took to many L's
Now it's time to break away

I come straight from the roots of a rasta
It rains i say faster allaster
You might see me smiling when am sad
Thats because i turned all my pain into laughter
Success cooking up like a pasta
A bag of no's no but's coming after
I promised to myself i ain't gunna waste any more time
It's a everyday raptor
And yeah there's alot of youths out here
On the road side and they all need looking after
You can see what am talking about when am speaking
You dont need a camera to capture
All i ever get told is No No
Whys no IF or Buts comimg after
Sometimes you gotta walk in the rain
And stay strong or sadness will kidnap ya

I ain't even got no strength in my eyes nomore
I gotta stare at the floor
I look around and my friends telling me they'll be hear for me
But they ain't hear anymore
So don't ever try knock around here when am in my own house
Because i'll stare at the door
You was there for me when my name benifited yours
Now it don't now i don't see you hear anymore
Cold yeah i was out there on the curb
Thinking fuck it this is what i deserve
I was getting way to sick of the cold
My g i had to find me a sofa to surf
Had to get my shit together with no fear
But i wish that bitch there woulda got curved
Had to put my hands together and say pray
I don't wanna feel lost anymore in this world

Lord i pray you stop me from getting confused
Pray this one gets a million views
Pray that you take badmind people away from me
That ain't walked a day in my shoes
Let me preach this life is all about love
Let me treat you this life ain't all about views
Trust me this life is all about trust
When you die you ain't taking your car or your shoes

I ain't never had nothing
I had to get it all by myself i was down on the score boards
Everybody always had fluffy carpets in there houses
I grew up on floor boards
I lost hope way to many times
Down on my knees praying asking what its all for
Then i heard a voice whisper into my ear telling me
That this whole worlds all yours
Got me thinking about my 2 little kiddys
That i lost and it burns me daily
But i know your watching down on your big sister
Why she sings rock a by baby
I don't wanna feel pain anymore
I don't wanna feel trap amoust all of this slavery
And ama work for myself to the end
I ain' waiting for no slave master to pay me