Story: Holiday With The Spirits

[Intro]
I don't think I ever really apologized
For what?
For being gone all that time
For not coming back sooner

[Verse 1]
Sit there on the cold steps
Dresses rolling down legs
Cross my arms, rest them on my knees and turn my head left
Eyes flicker in the moon light sky
Looking beautifully haunted
You turn right, connect sight with me
Slightly smiling, so genuine but how?
Say I'm sorry, my head drops
Sorry? What about?
Sorry 'bout the shit I put you through
Sorry that I wasn't there for you
Sorry I acted a bitch when we first met
Thought we'd never be friends
Yet closе to death and no moving legs
You werе by my side
Push my wheels, and you helped my life
Till my parents went and booked that flight
Saw you wave goodbye and something clicked
Couldn't work out why, messed up body and mind
Text occasionally, from time to time
Till you text one day that your dad had died
Fuck

[Chorus]
It's clear to me now you're the one I want
So I gotta know, are you with it?
Side-by-side, we've been through a lot
We need a holiday with our spirits
It's clear to me now you're the one I want
So I gotta know, are you with it?
Side-by-side, we've been through a lot
We need a holiday with our spirits

[Verse 2]
You don't need to apologize for anything
You were away, staying safe and getting better
Move my head from facing ground, re-center
Face there direction and said
But I should have been there for you like you were there for me
Help you feel better and give you care like you did to me
Woah woah, wait up one second said back to me
Hand on my knee, wide smile that could calm seas
Can't you see I'm happy that you're here now
Don't think I could have faced losing you both in a year though
Glossy eyes, wiped away the tears go
Already lost as it is, directionless, low, feel out of sync
Arms wrap around, her arms wrap as well
Through dresses hearts pound
Whisper I'm here for you now
And though I can't fix how you feeling
Be by your side for whatever your needing
The seas calmed, slightly pull away
I think we both need a holiday together this time
(It's clear to me now you're the one I want)
Can't carry you through everything life
(So I gotta know, are you with it?)
But I can hold your hand
(Side-by-side, we've been through a lot)
But I can hold your hand
(We need a holiday with out spirits)

[Chorus]
It's clear to me now you're the one I want
So I gotta know, are you with it?
Side-by-side, we've been through a lot
We need a holiday with our spirits
Hmm-mmm-mmm