In this song, Rhys Lewis beautifully and masterfully describes the life, thoughts, and emotions of those who struggle with mental illnesses such as depression and anxiety. It gives a voice to those who feel misunderstood and alone.
[Verse 1]
Broke another promise to myself again
Said that I'd get up and wouldn't waste the day
But I'm feeling kinda heavy and I can't think straight
I'm lost and always looking for the strength to change
And making up excuses for the reason why
I haven't got the energy to go outside
I'm tangled in delusions of my own design
Tired of always fighting with this mind of mine
[Chorus]
So tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy to me
Tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy
It's likе oil in the water, smoke in thе day
There's a storm in my head that won't seem to die
Tell me will I always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy to me
[Verse 2]
Broke another promise to myself tonight
I said that when the darkness fell, I'd rest my eyes
But I'm feeling my emptiness with hallow light
Losing every battle with this mind of mine
[Chorus]
So tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy to me
Tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy
It's like oil in the water, smoke in the sky
There's a storm in my head that won't seem to die
Tell me will I always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy to me
[Bridge]
I'm falling apart from the inside out
I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart from the inside out
I'm falling apart
[Pre-Chorus]
So tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me
Enemy to me
Tell me will it always be some kind of enemy, enemy, enemy
[Chorus]
It's like oil in the water, smoke in the day
There's a storm in my head that won't seem to die
Tell me will I always be some kind of enemy
Just tell me
Will it always be, always be
Tell me
Will it always be, always be
Just tell me
Will it always be an enemy, enemy to me?
Rhys Lewis released Storm In My Head on Fri Oct 30 2020.