Stopped texting freestyle

When did things start to go so wrong?
At the time you fell in love?
Do you even care at all?
Why did I start depending?
It's so sad that we stopped texting, why?
You cannot be the only light
I need to go on with my life
Even if I don't feel alive

Alive
I don't really feel alive, no
We hardly ever saw each other
Did you even like me?
From the bottom of my heart I hope you liked me

From the bottom of my heart I hope you liked me
Fall asleep with my eyes rеd, I need some visine
Miss the momеnts I recall you were beside me
But then I think about your lips and it's so frightening
Oh

The pain in my heart
The pain in my heart

Thunder, lightning
Feelings find me
Demons fight me
They all strike me

Strike me now
There's no place to hide
There's no place to hide
Maybe I was in your mind
But I was never in your heart
And that's what hurts the most
That's what hurts the most

The last times that you told me that you loved me
I know now that you were lying
Yeah I know now that you were lying

It is so sad to see you go
But I hurt you and you hurt me
I know it can't be like before
I thought that we were meant to be

We can still be friends
That's what you said
But that can never happen
The thought of you is now a nightmare
I wish it hadn't ended like thet though