Stopped Counting

But I don't wanna drown in it
Lost so many friends, stopped counting
Yeah

All of emotions is covered up
Carbonated and it bubbled up
Matcha green tea, double cup
They move you the pills and they numb you up
But I don't wanna drown in it
Lost so many friends, stopped counting
Pocket full of something juugin the thousands
Lonely lights, but there's people around me

Ye, she know what I'm on
She know what I wanted
All I know is they want it from me
Imma go get it then cop it
Them seconds, the minutes imaginations I could never have no comfort
Reality hit me so quick, it's like I'm never ever finding love
I thought that money brings happiness
I'm losing friends over evil shit
No friends when it come to this
Can't have no friends in a game like this
Unparalleled when it come to this
Unparalleled when it come to this
Built the lane, built the lane, ye
Built the lane with red and purple bricks
She name drop like a rain drop
And I skate off, and I hate cops
And I lay it off when it's in the head
Dirty nails mean the paper coming in
I heard he talked and we ain't talked again
You wouldn't last a mile
You know jealous [?]
They compare me to Nirvana
Yet my nigga Marty out the pen
I know the streets wanna see me win
But I feel I gotta take a shot inside me
I'm staying posi, Imma let it be
A-C-3, A-C-3
Tell me what the people want from me
Tell me what the people really, really want from me
Ned

All of emotions is covered up
Carbonated and it bubbled up
Matcha green tea, double cup
They move you the pills and they numb you up
But I don't wanna drown in it
Lost so many friends, stopped counting
Pocket full of something juugin the thousands
Lonely lights, but there's people around me

I feel like they stripped me for everything
My demons, affect me in several ways
I'm publicly shamed in it every day
But I'm still a genius in every way
They could never stop a nigga so strong, so strong
My mentor, my daddy, they took him away from me
Why is this shit taking so long?
Looking in his tired eyes
Can't recognize that his son is taking off
Both of us, me and Myles
I'll travel miles just to see him smile
Tell him it's good and I'm still here
Phone ringing like I juug clear
But now I don't even wanna talk trap
I'm in it forever, ain't looking back

All of emotions is covered up
Carbonated and it bubbled up
Matcha green tea, double cup
They move you the pills and they numb you up
But I don't wanna drown in it
Lost so many friends, stopped counting
Pocket full of something juugin the thousands
Lonely lights, but there's people around me

Ye, lost so many friends, stopped counting
Lost so many friends, stopped counting
Lonely lights, but there's people around me
Lonely lights, but there's people around me