STOPLINE

Left me alone and disappeared
All of this confusing
There is no way of knowing
Where I'm standing
The day I looked at you, Without able to hide myself

I showed you all of me, Who I am to you
To the memories of you that's left
I go back everyday
I thought it would be everlasting
But you are nowhere to be found

I don't want you no more
I constantly deceive myself constantly
I don't want you no more

I even try to deceive my heart
Honestly I still want you
Forcing myself to forget you
I know this isn't it
But I can't take one step forward why

I will always be your stopline
I'm waiting for you to call me now
Can't anything, Not even the backside
I stand there blankly like a kid that's lost
Just in case I keep turning back

To go back to how I was or to go forward
I need to stay still at that same spot or else nothing
Maybe I'm waiting or maybe I'm wasting
My body feels like a ball of fire
Constantly out of breath I'm getting dizzy
Can't let the pain go Yesterday and even today

Check the lock and the both at the place you left me
I built a house waiting for you to come back
I'm here eternally

I don't want you no more
I constantly deceive myself constantly
I even try to deceive my heart
Everyday I cry everyday

I always slowly get over it
Even if I look for myself in the past
You are the only one left

I will always be your stopline
I'm waiting for you to call me now
Can't anything, Not even the backside
I stand there blankly like a kid that's lost
Just in case I keep turning back