Stop Signs

[Verse 1: 6HOST]
I'm having some trouble, beginning to wonder
If I’ve been becoming someone or the person that I want to be
(Is this it for me? Is this all I'll be? All I've been being)
It started that summer, kept bubbling under
One way or another, I just had to learn to make everything freeze
(Did everything cease? Can anyone see or am I just seizing?)
No, I can’t duck and cover or leave like my brother
Don't think that my mother would ever recover, should I rеst in peace?
(A terriblе thing to bare all the wings would tear her to pieces)
'Cause no one's more careful or frozen in fear
Than the people aware of what it takes to cancel out core memories
(Is anything free? Can anyone speak some sense or the meaning?)

[Bridge: Sample]
How can it not be working?
Things have just moved really fast
I'm so sorry, I've never been more sorry about anything in my life

[Verse 2: 6HOST]
I guess we've had some luck, just not nearly enough
To heal all of the cuts, carry all of that stuff to a place we call safe
(can't handle the weight, believe all the fake, that feeling is fleeting)
It’s so hard to care then just not give a fuck all the sudden
Give up or move forward and trust everything is okay
(I don’t feel okay, I won't feel okay as long as I’m breathing)
No, your problems are not mine, I know that it's not fine
I try to get offline, but strangers and stop signs are blocking the way
(I don't want to stay, I don't want to stay and I can’t escape it)