Stoned

Bitch I’m hungover
Manic motherfucker
Laughing like the joker
Just wanna be 6 feet under
I’m tired
Running low
Like a flat tire
Poppin hella tranquilizers
People in my dms asking for my visualizers
I’m not
Someone to admire
Heart got an aperture
Dropping hits
From the tincture
Imma prematurely call you Casper
Cause I hope I see you get murdered
This is the genesis
Of even more anger
When it comes to death
I’ve got extreme hunger
When it comes to giving a fuck
I ain’t got the desire
I’ll never be a one hit wonder
Just like how
I’ll never be sober
My entire life is a fuckin blunder
Better know I’m a crazy motherfucker
When I’m done with the blunt
There's nothing left over
Bitch I’m schizophrenic and bipolar
I’m a heavy smoker
That mad lad toker
Lacking composure
Mediocre loner
Wretched stoner
The way too lyrical rapper
Fuck a promoter
A&r’s hitting up my line
But I ain’t got that kinda time
I just wanna die
I’ve got an achilles heel
Like emil mătăsăreanu
My brains
Lack of stimulus
Will probably be the issue
Feels kinda weird
Cutting through human tissue
But you gotta do what gotta do
I love to say the words
Fuck you
Told myself I would never be a simp
But I kinda wanna
Go meet my dead relatives
I’m craving death
Oblivion sounds kinda sex
But wtf is even my definition of it
All I know is past tense
Stuck in the triage
Habitually sad
Macdonald triad
Wish I was fuckin dead
My life is a contranym
I really wanna die off on a whim
Loaded off some Vicodin
Lookin up a tek for
Some psilocybin
My eye lids are twitching

Pupils dilating
I’m fuckin tweaking
Posted with a 40oz
Seen a shawty
Tryna flirt
But if she wanna trick
Imma make her hit the curb
Swerve
I’m a emo motherfucker
With roots of hood
And hippie under my covers
Eating a taco
They call me the
Hollywood psycho
I said it before
And I’ll say it again
This ain’t a phase
I’ll set your shit ablaze
The arson klepto
Take ya life
Turn this shit into waco
Motherfucking wacko
Fuck bein vulnerable
This my audible manifesto