​stomach grip

[Intro]
(Are you recording..? Yeah you are)

[Verse]
Dear god, can you tell me if you’re listening?
I been sick and just wishing it’d stop
This shit gets intense, my limbs locking up
Okay, I’m not really religious
'til insomnia has me question my existence
Hypoxia, spent three days in the ER from the oxy’s cut
Reading apocrypha
Go through changes, yeah
I love how my mama thinks I’m famous
Might go by her designer when the plane lands
My bitch all dressed in Prada, its her favorite
I got some to believe in, I can’t shake it
Might just fry my cerеbrum to my brain stem
I wonder how it feels to feel amazing
Nights almost took my life insidе a days inn
Now I hop on a flight non-stop to Vegas
I was gripping on my stomach, crying, calling out for change
New York for the summer but might fuck around and stay
I been getting numb to the stuff that people say
And, thank God for my mother, it’s a struggle everyday
And to my sister know I got you
We gon’ share some enemies
My lil' brother knows I got him, looking like a little me
Never had a perfect father, but still call me if you need something
When it’s bridge over the water, we can catch up 'cause we need to

[Outro]
I guess everything gets better in time
I guess everything gets better in time
I heard everything gets better in time
When will everything get better in mine?