Still Sick

I'm still sick i'm still glitched i'm still blitzed
Sipping on the methadone the still-sick metronome
Ticking on the brain like a migraine
The doctor told me jump so i said 'how sane?'
I'm mixed up a lemonhead with the lemon drop
With yola on the rim that ain't no sugar like a soda pop
Laying up coughing i've been ill for days
They've got me popping more pills than an pill brigade
Now when i'm home from the shrink i was chillin' man
Cuz every visit they were bumping up my milligrams
I need a shot of bourbon a scotch and a beer
I drink alone 'til i'm zoned like a bombardier
Flying higher than high with a sick death wish
I'll crash land on your back like an ill slippеd disc
They hold the meds likе a threat see
I wanna get better but they won't let me
You know we're still sick
I don't think no one's listening
The bi-poler the high roller
They got more coke than coca-cola
Eyeballs roam like motor-rolas
On the bc scene with those bc meds
I smoke that bc green 'til my brain's half dead
Just working in a cubicle i need some pharmaceuticals
It's not unusual to see that crystal on my cuticles
Auto deficiency the quickening cripple the beat
The hmo saw me coming & tripled the fee
I need a medicator dopamine regulator
& they can check my theta if it comes with shot of jager
A dose of nyquil a xany & a percocet
Ran out of paxil & strung out on the side effects
I'm still here since they gave me the business
Came in here for body work but left with the sickness
Klonopin & alcohol are killing the pain
But a little birdie told me i'm still ill in the brain
You know we're still sick
I don't think no one's listening