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[Intro]
I can't believe it's been a year since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips and said to them, "I love you all!"

[Post-Chorus]
I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For twenty years, and look at me now!

[Verse 1]
I've got something to say
About the last twelve months I've lived
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know

[Pre-Chorus]
I take a pill every day to help me deal with life

[Chorus]
And oh my god, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

[Post-Chorus]
I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For twenty years, and look at me now!

[Verse 2]
I've got something to say
About the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and my father think
That they raised a healthy boy

[Pre-Chorus]
Who needs the help of a shrink to even leave the house

[Chorus]
And oh my god, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

[Verse 3]
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you, I just thought you should know
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you, I just thought you should know

[Post-Chorus]
I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For twenty years, and look at me now!
And now, and now
I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know!

[Bridge]
I can't believe it's been a year since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips and said to them, "I love you all!"

[Breakdown]
Don't ask, just follow, repeat, and swallow
Don't ask, just swallow them, down your throat
Don't ask, just swallow, repeat, and follow
Don't ask, just swallow them, down your throat

[Verse 4]
My best friend is a man with a lab coat and a grin, I hold my
Shaking hand and he gives me medicine, it almost makes me feel
At home, but they slowly steal my soul, I tell him, "I still feel alone"
"Don't worry, someday, I promise you will feel whole..."

[Outro]
And oh my god, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of
And oh my god, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of
And oh my god, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of...