Still Not Okay

[Verse 1]
Maybe I'm lost
Was I ever meant to take to you?
Maybe not
What a wasted high
Just to cut me off into a fade of view
But now

[Pre-Chorus]
It's a rush and a spell
Baby how you make me feel
Not enough, I rebel
Every kiss is hell
In a haze, as we dance
Under my tongue, I place a pill
Numbing out, to my last farewell
Leaving is a soft fear
But staying is a poison anyhow

[Chorus]
Hate feeling it all, beggin' to take away
This weight on my heart
'Cause I'm about to break
My flame to the match, why won't you burn away
If this is my life, baby I'm not okay

[Verse 2]
Does it get you off
How I always seem to fall for you
What a loss
Really I can't stop
It's a daydream laced under these dark reviews
Yet how

[Pre-Chorus]
It's a rush and a spell
Baby how you make me feel
Not enough, I rebel
Every kiss is hell
In a haze, as we dance
Under my tongue, I place a pill
Numbing out, to my last farewell
Leaving is a soft fear
But staying is a poison anyhow

[Chorus]
Hate feeling it all, beggin' to take away
This weight on my heart
'Cause I'm about to break
My flame to the match, why won't you burn away
If this is my life, baby I'm not okay

[Bridge]
Caught in the backseat
Watch it like TV
Can we really face it?
All of the honesty
Baby, I'm not okay

[Chorus]
Hate feeling it all, beggin' to take away
This weight on my heart
'Cause I'm about to break
My flame to the match, why won't you burn away
If this is my life, baby I'm not okay
Hate feeling it all, beggin' to take away
This weight on my heart
'Cause I'm about to break
My flame to the match, why won't you burn away
If this is my life, baby I'm not okay

[Pre-Chorus]
It's a rush and a spell
Baby how you make me feel
Not enough, I rebel
Every kiss is hell
In a haze, as we dance
Under my tongue, I place a pill
Numbing out, to my last farewell