Still Mine

I wonder how you've been
Do I still cross your mind
Am I stupid to think
That we could ever work it out
And I've waited longer than I'd planned
Staring at my phone for days
And secretly I still believe
That we have never reached the end

I'm gonna
Let go, start again, do it better now
Go out in the night, gonna scream so loud
Do something that I've never done before
If I don't try I will never ever know
Light up, like nothing happened
Throw my hands in the air like I'll never live again
Only just to realize
Everything was better when you were still mine

Changed my hair, changed the room we slept in
It all looked like you were still around
The pillow on your side is gone
I'm sleeping in the middle now
And I've always wanted to believe
We would never be like this
And secretly I still believe
You’re not the one I have to miss

Gonna
Let go, start again, do it better now
Go out in the night, gonna scream so loud
Do something that I've never done before
If I don't try I will never ever know
Light up, like nothing happened
Throw my hands in the air like I'll never live again
Only just to realize
Everything was better when you were still mine

Oh tried to stop from caving in
Oh it’s so hard to adjust
It’s still my heart but without your love
Oh no
Oh how we tried to save it
Guess it was not enough for us
No it was not enough for us

So I'm gonna
Let go, start again, do it better now
Go out in the night, gonna scream so loud
Do something that I've never done before
If I don't try I will never ever know
Light up, like nothing happened
Throw my hands in the air like I'll never live again
Only just to realize
Everything was better when you were still mine