Still Here

[Intro]
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[Chorus]
Who are you when nobody watching? Too often I find myself lost in my head
I ain't really open to talking 'bout all of my problems, I'd probably wind up just popping these drugs in my hand
I'm walkin' these streets on my own, if you spotted me, honestly, go on and leave me alone
I can not tell you what I want, but I know it lies further than this place that we call a home
I'd rather keep wondering on and on, until all of the sudden I pause and I break
Matters of hundreds of others keep holding on to setting suns, that's shit that I hate
Going outside, don't wanna go for ride, don't wanna open them blinds
Just don't wanna think about trying, 'cause evеry time I try I end up just lying in
Bed awakе, wishing for better days, don't wanna medicate
This ADHD keep fucking with me and I see it just ain't the same
Closing my eyes, why would I even wanna try? Tell mom I'm gone
Don't wanna die, know I'd feel better inside now I'm alone, woah, oh-oh

[Verse 1]
Loneliness kills, still
Can not stand being alone, but I love how it feels, real
Maybe that's all that I want to stop takin' these pills, still
Don't think I ever gon' stop
To be a lost cause, promises cause scars
The kind that you know that ain't never gon' heal
Ah yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
Don't think about me forgetting everything you thought that I was
And nobody listening, this is just part of the reason that I don't mind taking these drugs
Don't wanna wait 'round no more, feel like you're killing me slow
Say that you're breaking it off, don't understand what it cost
Takin' my life and my soul

[Verse 3]
In love with the money, but I know that shit is something I don't need
Hundreds and hundreds and hundreds keep piling all on me
Know that they probably circling back for me, dump out the back on me
Tell all my brothers I'm coming home

[Chorus]
Who are you when nobody watching? Too often I find myself lost in my head
I ain't really open to talking 'bout all of my problems, I'd probably wind up just popping these drugs in my hand
I'm walkin' these streets on my own, if you spotted me, honestly, go on and leave me alone
I can not tell you what I want, but I know it lies further than this place that we call a home
I'd rather keep wondering on and on, until all of the sudden I pause and I break
Matters of hundreds of others keep holding on to setting suns, that's shit that I hate
Going outside, don't wanna go for ride, don't wanna open them blinds
Just don't wanna think about trying, 'cause every time I try I end up just lying in
Bed awake, wishing for better days, don't wanna medicate
This ADHD keep fucking with me and I see it just ain't the same
Closing my eyes, why would I even wanna try? Tell mom I'm gone
Don't wanna die, know I'd feel better inside now I'm alone, woah, oh-oh