​still feeling it

[Verse 1]
Ayy, a new dissension, that's what I been on
Try to dissect attention, evolving in a song
But I, can't seem to get it, it's tearing me apart
Tryna reach you when I'm losing it, defensive from the start
Like, it ain't perfect and I know it's never gonna be
But if we try then we might make it out the summer breeze
Apologizing don't mean shit unless I change, though
Would it help if you acknowledged that it's driving me insane
Like, how the fuck am I supposed to hug a head on fire?
Kiss a thousand knives that wanna cut me up while undesired
Saying it's easy, I just needa toughen up
But then you take my help for granted when it's really fucking rough
I just need awareness, I'm over all the battles
You tell me that you care then you forget that my emotions fragile
We been down and always bouncing back together
It just sucks because I really wanna be with you forever

[Chorus]
Love hurts when it's only pretend
You're sick of hearing it
Break down and call it off again
But I'm still feeling it
Rewind like we can still forget
Though it's not healing it
Slow kill like every cigarette
But I'm still feeling it
(I'm still feeling it)
Yeah, I'm still feeling it
(I'm still feeling it)
But I'm still feeling it

[Verse 2]
So cut the shit and let's forget it
I got a lot to say but I'm gonna regret it
Look me in the eyes and tell me everything is fine
Because I'm sick of taking bullets for you every fucking time
I don't need this, nuh-uh, I don't need this
Valuing myself below whatever you've been scheming
I push it to the side and try to focus on the better
Because I'm pissed but I still wanna be with you forever

[Chorus]
Love hurts when it's only pretend
You're sick of hearing it
Break down and call it off again
But I'm still feeling it
Rewind like we can still forget
Though it's not healing it
Slow kill like every cigarette
But I'm still feeling it

[Bridge]
And I don't wanna go
I still needa save this
There's so much I don't know
But I know you're my everything
You drive me up the wall
I swear to god I'm trying
I'm so sick of it all but I swear you're my everything

[Chorus]
Love hurts when it's only pretend
You're sick of hearing it
Break down and call it off again
But I'm still feeling it
Rewind like we can still forget
Though it's not healing it
Slow kill like every cigarette
But I'm still feeling it
(I'm still feeling it)
Yeah, I'm still feeling it
(I'm still feeling it)
But I'm still feeling it