Still don’t know what i’m running from

[Intro: Sample]
"- pain. Then if it's somehow, that becomes our primary motivation is avoidance of pain."
"Then, as you get older and older, not only do you not go anywhere that's scary, you know."
"The world becomes scarier and scarier."
"Exactly, exactly."
"And that's the release."
"Right."
"The sad thing is the world becomes more and more frightening, you don't wanna go out your door."

[Chorus]
Running from
Running from something
Just running too hard to know what
I ain't dumb enough to fall
Can't love, my heart too broke
Run it up (ay, yeah)
I been high for too long
Now when I lay
Down at night, I stay up

[Post-Chorus]
Why you wanna run around
Up in my head? Ay
I don't think I'm coming down
When the high hits me
I don't ever come around
But I like it
That way, there's a violence
In the silence I make

[Verse 1]
And I'm trying
Promise I'ma sing 'til I'm dying
Got up, watched the sun touch the horizon
I just got so fucking sick of hiding
You're all I can see in my head
I don't trust a thing to protect
All that I can do is my best
The bus is gonna be here, get dressed
The doctor couldn't heal it

[Verse 2]
I'm always bored
I keep my thoughts organized
Like I keep my clothes
On the floor
Tryna stop all the whining
Don't really cry anymore
Like am I happy or numb?
I don't know
I guess either or
Nothing worse can be in store

[Chorus]
Running from something
Just running too hard to know what
I ain't dumb enough to fall
Can't love, my heart too broke
Run it up (ay, yeah)
I been high for too long
Now when I lay
Down at night, I stay up

[Post-Chorus]
Why you wanna run around
Up in my head? Ay
I don't think I'm coming down
When the high hits me
I don't ever come around
But I like it
That way, there's a violence
In the silence I make

[Outro: Sample]
"Do you think that there could be a danger in um, in your breathing in for an [attractive morning attendee?] and then you could, and the thought of it makes it harder?"
"Well, I think it's just knowing that you're not, you know, the only one suffering here."
"Mm-hmm"
"And uh, that's what happens on Earth. There may be other places in the galaxy where people don't suffer at all and beings are just fine. And they never get parking tickets, even."
(laughter)
"But, you know, what seems to be happening here, is just really heavy-duty suffering."