Still Can’t Help It

[Intro]
Sneaking kisses in the hall
Parting love notes are on the wall
Been each other's all and all each day

[Verse]
We had a beautiful relationship
You loved me like a father and put up with all my craziness
Praise You when You speak I fall in love with what You say to me
Step away in the fog and lose sight of all Your gracefulness
Victim of this pride I found myself worshipping my alias
Like Davis is a king that can create what You make exist
Maybe I ain't made for this
Fame mixed with temptation is
The symptoms of a burden I can't bare without Your faithfulness
I fell flat on my face
And You saved me then
Almost died my God
And You came again
What lane am I staying in
What exit do I gotta take
What messes do I gotta have
Life lessons in economy
In tone with Your prophecy
Outta tone with the God in me
Understood the inner me and established my one philosophy
Route verse and scripture but don't even know what the Gospel means
Or what it feels like
This is real life
Can I shake this pain
I think a pill might
I think a blunt could
But only if it's filled right
Or maybe it's that pornography I still fight
Looking under every rock
Avoiding Your real light
And it shines bright
Contemplation of a mad man on a mission
A human suit filled with empty exception to the wisdom
Sinful condition
Regret each decision
But You pour it all on me and Your forgiveness
Lord I ain't worthy
Lord I'm so worried
I keep drifting away
And You know that it concerns me
Discern what is right and wrong, yet still I decide to do what I know hurts me
Tell me why I'm making moves knowing who I'm serving