Still Bleeding

Listen!
Stress got me smoking on a cone, Getting all up in my zone
When i didn't have no money I didn't get no favours i was broke
I was sleeping on a bench, Nowhere to call my home
All i had to do was write these fucking lyrics in my phone
And i been trying i been tryin, fuck trap and bow tieing
Name is Daniel i been in that den with all these Lions
No paper plane flying, pain got me deep sighing
See me crying because i know i gotta keep trying
Tryna run me up some figures, But i don't trust these bitches
My heart has been frozen at times but am still reminiscing
Women havе got no remorse, therе heart is like a fucking blizzard
Went and left him on his own and said she don't wanna be with him
It's like she wanna fly but she just can't she's like a chicken
Want's attention from man that doesn't want no other women
She got a man but he busy chasing them figures
Someone shows her some effection and she drop her fucking knickers
Good looking guy, sharp trim and blinging with ice
Yeah he can see the vunuable look that she had in her eye
She already jumping in his car nar she ain't thinking i might
She feels degraded because noone ain't been treating her right
Driving round the city in his car feeling all nice
She feeling happier then she's ever been in her life
He finished intercourse and now the guy ain't being so nice
Kicked her out the car, in the dark and he left her to cry
And now her ex he doesn't wanna talk, because he don't even wanna war
Faces he don't wanna see but every time he think of yours
His hands and face they hit the floor, Wanna say he love you
But he can't cuz he don't anymore, He puffing watching henny pour
Your bed lady men will tell you anything to get in yours
Club and partying is not the life i'll rather stay indoors
Even your own shadow leaves you when it's dark you miss it more
Your life is borrowed even the own breath you breathe it isn't yours
Still waking up depressed am still stressed but still trying
Still tryna get this bread with no paper plane flying
Prowling like a Tiger they don't wanna see this Lion
Yeah this stress and this depression got me feeling like am dieting
Rememeber i remember, i was feeling suicidal
But i look death in the face and told him i won't be your ideal
Second name is Loyley and my middle name is Michael
Look my demons in the face and tell them you won't take my title
When were not succeeding we feel like our life ain't got a meaning
If am not stressing or depressed am floating inbetween em
If am not in all over my head then tell me what's the meaning
We all have to suffer, i don't know but am still fucking bleeding
When were not succeeding we feel like our life ain't got a meaning
If am not stressing or depressed am floating inbetween em
If am not in all over my head then tell me what's the meaning
We all have to suffer, i don't know but am still fucking bleeding
A couple weeks have passed by and now she whiffin on yay
Ca when she high out of her face she don't feel none of the pain
Feeling sick the doctor tested her and told her to wait
He came back in the room and told her she got twins on the way
Thinking about aborting but she can't add on to her pain
Booked herself in for abortion there ain't no one to blame
Doctor handed her some pills and said just swallow them straight
Threw them down onto the floor and left that room in a state
Now her brain is like a wrecking ball, so she orders 50 more
Hates your face but when she looking at her kids she thinks of your's
Living with her kids they daddy they ain't gunna see no more
She's crying out with all the water dripping you could clean the floor
Her tears drip a little more, so she sip a little more
She ment to teach her kids to love but they just watching liquor pour
Watching mummy suffer hurts the most when you don't know the cause
Couldn't pay the bills and now the baliff tryna kick her door