Stigmatized

Emptiness slips into my mind
Emotion so fucking hard to find
I center myself in this universe
With peace amongst all the pains and hurts
I think of all the things that would've been
And the time I could've spent with him
But again comes sadness creeping in

Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things I've seen with my own eyes
Traumatized until I realize that I gotta go on with my life

I can only guess what I should've done then
Wandering alone on the path I've chosen
Lumbering along towards inevitable fate
I await an answer, I wrestle with hate
I question your life and the choices you made
I question myself with righteousness and rage
Confused and sick from mistakes I've made

Questions to ponder about letting go, answers I find towards peaceful flow
People take shit for granted as given, not in this world that I live in
In my eyes, I realize. No more lies stigmatized