Stifling

[Intro]
I push my
I push my
Push
Yea
Push push push
Push the feels back
Aight here it go

[Chorus]
I push my feelings to the back
I couldn't let them see me lack
I keep on holding myself back
I swear I need to get on track

[Verse 1]
Supressing the passion
Passing the cup
Running amuck in the ashes
Phoenix rebirthed way too passive
Burning from the inside out
Silently tryna combust
Still ain't enough
I just can't figure it out
Tell me what life is about
I been here grinding and thinking and working
This hurt is just killing me now
I'm tryna hold onto power
But this energy is gone
These memories never was strong
But my last life was last night
I dreamt I had the world in a glass pipe
So it went up in flame and smoke and such
I really don't know too much
But I keep on pressing
Trusting my feels and chasing a blessing
Learning these lessons on lessons
I struggle in search of a weapon
To kill my mind
Wipe it out
Clean my mind
Clear the doubt
And kill some time
Cause the Devil still on that swing set

[Chorus]
I push my feelings to the back
I couldn't let them see me lack
I keep on holding myself back
I swear I need to get on track

[Verse 2]
Deep down I know that I'm wasting away
Not making the most of days
But nigga, what can I say
All of these feelings is here then gone
But the screams never die down
Voices wanna know if I can die now
I'm sure that'll solve my problems
Then you gotta face all of these facts
That's why I bleed out on all of these tracks
So I can stop pushing all these thoughts back
Back back back back back
Running from every obstacle
I heard that all was possible
What does that make of impossible, huh?

[Chorus]
I push my feelings to the back
I couldn't let them see me lack
I keep on holding myself back
I swear I need to get on track
I push my feelings to the back
I couldn't let them see me lack
I keep on holding myself back
I swear I need to get on track

[Outro]
Tony: Do you dream? Or should I say, can you put a price on your dreams? Or the dreams of the less fortunate in this world? Is there a price to them? Or are you willing to spare to inability to change what is wrong in this world? You see, I had a dream. But I too, walked away for it. You know, I ignored it, I had no time for it. Does it sound familiar to you? Yes? I know, my dear. But, you see, ladies and gentlemen, I was saved by a miracle. By Doctor Parnassus! He gave me my life back again. He gave me reason to dream. He took me to the waterfall of happiness, and I was reborn. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I can tell you now. I have been... No, I am purified."