​sterling

[Intro]
​​ninewaters

[Chorus]
I wanna count sterling
No time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
Cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
The flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
It really feels the worst
You don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
Put me in a hearse
The way that I've been feeling got me thinking that I'm cursed
We're always catching feelings, but nobody ever learns
This shit is just the worst

[Verse]
In a pit of bad decisions, going first
Life is shit and just for meaning we all search
This shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
It's easier to party when our lives are going south
Tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
You don't know what I'm about
I wanna scream and shout
Your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
I'm tryna beat a dead horse, I already have my doubts
Already have my doubts, I really can't believe it
The time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
But I don't blame you
You best believe it though that I could never save you
That's a job for yourself (For yourself)
Yeah, I tried, but really couldn't help (Couldn't help)
Cigarettes and beer in my room, I hate the smell (Hate the smell)
I was tryna get my balance in life and then I fell, yeah, yeah (ninewaters, then I fell)
I feel okay and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
But I'm unlucky that I felt a certain way about you
You know that I really couldn't save the day, yeah

[Chorus]
I wanna count sterling
No time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
Cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
The flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
It really feels the worst
You don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
Put me in a hearse
The way that I've been feeling got me thinking that I'm cursed
We're always catching feelings, but nobody ever learns
This shit is just the worst