Stepping Stone

Want to stay where i never had
Wanna end what i never knew
Yk i loved that day i always do
I ran out of things i wanna prove

Hold me down ik its coming close
Just tell me off i really wanted more
Just want you safe idc if its in my arms
Lost myself i can't play my part

Can't find the words so i spill my heart
Please forgive me lets not fall apart
Everyones leaving i dont know what i did
My friends are bleeding swear howd it come to this

I used to have it all be fake
Than i can't handle it when its real
Can't stand another second of this mess
Wake up shivering in a cold sweat

Im just hoping that i end up dead
Im always too scared to rest
Im not trying to do the best
Just spend everyday wish for death

Hit me i dont care at all
Settle for the worst to go so far
Dont got what it takes to go on
Swear ive really never grown

Violence comes with a sense of solace
& id be lying if i said i didn't want it
It happens more quietly than is shown
Pray one day i can live on my own

Care for me ill do the most
Hold me down dont let me go
Wish that i could keep u safe in my arms
But i really know it falls apart