Stepping Out

[Verse 1]
I've been searching far and wide for one on which I can depend
Someone to call a friend
Forever and again
Only ever in imaginary circumstances I
Have someone by my side
And only then I feel alright

[Chorus 1]
Now I may never get around to stepping outside of my head
I'd feel better when I'm dead
Cause all these thoughts will never end

And I may never find the time to be with anybody else
I've been keeping to myself
Don't need anybody's help

[Verse 2]
You were all I ever needed till you left me in the rain
I still can feel the pain
After years it still remains
We were only ever dreamers sitting high up in the clouds
Now I'm sitting on the ground
And you're nowhere to be found

[Chorus 2]
Now I may never get around to getting upright in my bed
I've been hanging by a thread
Well that's what everybody says
Now I will never find the strength to be with anybody else
I've been keeping to myself
Don't need anybody's help

[Bridge]
Oh I tried and tried to justify
The lies you threw my way
And that was my mistake
And though it hurt, I lick my cuts and do my best to act okay
Until you walk away

[Chorus 3]
Now I may never get around to stepping outside of my head
I'd feel better when I'm dead
Cause all these thoughts will never end

And I may never find time to be with anybody else
I've been keeping to myself
Don't need anybody's help