Stealing

Caught my brain stealing
All this joy from me i feel that i deserved
It was not the first time
Feels heavy to hold in my empty hands
Hold on body let me destroy you
Hold on friendship how can i blur you

Now what is friendship
If you destroy me
And what am i now
If i let you

I cant take anything back
But i cant be taken advantage of

And what does pride mean
If you're not proud of my choices?

Besides my organs
All i have is intention

And its the best for you my friend,
My friend, the best for you.

I call you
And rarely you will answer.

But when i call myself
The question is, will i pick up?

Now i feel so stepped on
Cuz i got all walked on
But who did the walking
And who wasn't looking?

So i let myself breathe
And i believe we're growing
But we see a stop sign
We envision going.

Now I don't mean to say
You're not allowed to do this.
Because you can challenge me
However you see fit.
These days I find that certain lights upon certain colors
Help me to sneeze upon certain truths
Where the action may not fit the word will do

Caught your brain stealing
All this joy from me i felt that i deserved
So give me anything
Just please put something in my empty hands.