Steady

Yeah

Looking at my life through a lens
Thinking ‘bout the shit I never did
But I woke up next to something beautiful
And now I’m sitting here asking why I’m so fucking miserable

You see
Fucking anxiety gets the best of me
I just signed a deal but I still can’t breathe
Fucking stupid lies that I tell myself
I’m choking smiling on the outside when inside I need help

I’m sorry, sorry that I have to tell you I’m not fine
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright

Now that you know me, I need you steady
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright

Lost my father in the middle of a summer
But I found my brother and we felt that shit together
That’s the glue that I need to keep myself together
Now I’m thinking about old friends, wish I still knew them

I’m sorry, sorry that I don’t check up, I hope you’re fine
I still think about those summer nights we got drunk and high singing “fuck love.”

Now that you know me, I need you steady
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright
Next time you see me, hope that you’re steady
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright

Yeah, I lost that deal, fucking made me ill
They say watch out for the holy, tell me that ain’t real
But I fucking hate this act, that’s why I move slow
Maybe from that knife in my back, from a friend, don’t ask

I should be in love when I think about it all
I don’t really think about the shit that I have lost
When I do I wanna scream and take these pills and end it
But instead I stare at my reflection, tell myself I fucking love it all

Now that you know me, I need you steady
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright
Next time you see me, hope that you’re steady
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright

Yeah, I’m gonna be, gonna be alright
Yeah, no matter what you hear, I’m fine
I just need a second to catch my breath and lift my arms, we’ll be alright

Now that you know me, I need you… I need you steady