STAY

Momma told me I would be okay
Gotta stay strong
Gotta fight the world to live another day
Gotta write my story still scared of the end
But tomorrows problems are for tomorrows Paul and he's my friend
Gotta, I don't play with them I don't play with them
I got enemies so sensitive I can't start naming them
I grew up with them and I hated them
All my enemies are me, I sit down, sleep, and pray with them
Why do I hate myself, Ohhh
I wish I could be somebody else

Yeah I can't lie, I'm a foul
G-O-D is my writer, but lately I been tired
On and off like a lighter
Suddenly I'm inspired, can no longer stay down here
I'm sensitive, I might cry, that doesn't mean I won't smile
Where the switch let me flip it
Nobody has been listening, homie I'm the person who did this
You're here just to witness
I've been here for a minute, I've been minding my business
I got a weight that's too hard to lift and lately, I can't see myself winning yeahhh

Everyone around me is doing the most got life looking sweet like [?]
I been around not doing too much but it ain't been sweet no cozy no
Everything that goes around must come around even when there is no beef
You could be surprised if I told you I was depressed but you don't know me nah
Don't do drillings, I'm way too in my feelings
I need healing, bro I could be billing, but right now I'm still building

Yeah [?] like a merry-go-round, you can do it too if you're willing
I decided to let it all go, I'm about my kingdom dealings
Somebody tell me, what does this even mean
Am I just [?], isn't that what it seems
When is it over, when is it time to cool off
[?]

They don't really understand, nobody really gets it
I guess I got to read the first amend it
I guess I better get started I know I better get it right
This is a whole new beast I pray that the Lord gonna be my guide