Stay

I saw online that you’d stopped smoking
I’m glad you’re finally putting you first
Gave you my love in hopes that it was antidoting
I hope you know I never wished you the worst

I’ve come off all my medication
And I’m glad that I can finally feel
Convinced myself that I was good, and it was helping
But I couldn’t comprehend whats real

Sometimes when I close my eyes and think of us
I think maybe were better off
‘Cause we’re doing so much better
Than we were when we’re togеther
Maybe we should keep it this way
I’m kinda glad you didn’t stay

Its been a whilе that I’ve been sober
And it’s making it easier to think
Staring at a bottle, looking for the closure
That I was never gonna find in a drink

Sometimes when I close my eyes and think of us
I think maybe were better off
‘Cause we’re doing so much better
Than we were when we’re together
Maybe we should keep it this way
I’m kinda glad you didn’t stay

And I’m glad you found somebody who
Was better for you
Than I ever was
And I’m genuinely happy for you
I’m glad that were through
‘Cause you deserve love
And if he’s the one to give it to you
I’m thanking him too
‘Cause I wasn’t enough
So in a way
I’m kinda glad you didn’t stay