Stay Away

Stay away from me when I be zoning
I just drink to numb the pain and stick the cone in
I’ve been broken so long I don’t know why
I forgot that a long time ago and why I’m alive
Maybe if I down enough pills I can sleep
For the rest of my life I could be like peep
And that ain’t no disrespect I just wanna fly
Off the top of the water tower in that type of guy

Flirting with cadillacs up on the main
Pretending that I had tripped once again
And if I see it coming then I will get out the way
I just seek reasoning to do what I say
And if you’re like me then you probably are wondering
Why in the world am I out here plundering
What is the purpose for me to murk beats?
Honestly I don’t know why I pay for feats

(Honestly if I can be real for a minute I just wanna kill myself)
(denzel said it right In clout cobain I wanna feel myself )
Dropping off into a bottomless pit of razor sharp knives)
(If the pool is set up then I’m gonna do a nose dive)

Took a nap up on a train bridge!
Some teens were walking and brought me to the ridge
Awakened by the sound of an auto passing
Woke up in my bed now my fam is all gassing

Guess what there’s is nobody out here who could fuck with the grind
Guess what! There is nobody out here getting me signed
I am quite literally doing it myself and I can’t complain
Besides I don’t want no leeches if I ever get the fame

Thirteen lil emo boy slitting his wrists edgy
Fourteen smoked cigarettes and watched ecchi
Fifteen got my heart broken for the very first time
Then sixteen was when I really got up on my grind

Seventeen nearly clean smoking green getting seen
Got a fine bitch who don’t know what being nice means
Eighteen and she’s gone nobody fucking with my skills
And I’m nineteen none of you motherfucker are going in my will

H haven shut down so I guess it’s no distractions
ADD but i hate myself for neglecting my passions
She says fuck my pussy but I’m regarding my actions
What’s the point of fucking if it ain’t love no reaction

Gotta find a balance and I know it’s gonna take time
Kaitlyn fell in love yeah I heard it on the grapevine
Got a new man before I’m gone hope she had a great time
No resentment as I’m getting older more passive you may find

(Honestly if I can be real for a minute I just wanna kill myself)
(denzel said it right In clout cobain I wanna feel myself )
Dropping off into a bottomless pit of razor sharp knives)
(If the pool is set up then I’m gonna do a nose dive)