State of Disrepair

[Verse 1]
Oh my savior, oh my god
Am I looking at the water or the stars?
Chasing echoes, am I lost?
Going crazy from the whispers in the dark

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I, I’ve heard these voices
They always say the same thing

[Chorus]
If I see the sun again
Would I even recognize the one I’ve become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can’t bear
I’m afraid I wouldn’t make it if I wasn’t in a state of disrepair

[Verse 2]
I’m a failure, I’m a fraud
Couldn’t catch it if it fell out of the clouds
Am I worthless? Am I wrong?
Have I steered myself in circles all along

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I, I’ve heard these voices
They always say the same thing

[Chorus]
If I see the sun again
Would I even recognize the one I’ve become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can’t bear
I’m afraid I wouldn’t make it if I wasn’t in a state of disrepair

[Bridge]
Oh my savior, oh my god
Can you help me draw a line between the stars?
I’m a failure, I’m a fraud
Couldn’t find my way drifting through the fog
Am I worthless? Am I wrong?
Have I steered myself in circles all along?

[Chorus]
If I see the sun again
Would I even recognize the one I’ve become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can’t bear
I’m afraid I wouldn’t make it if I wasn’t in a state of disrepair