Starving Your Friends

Thanks a lot i've been disadvantaged from the start
He constricted the veins heading straight to my head
Rerouted the blood to my heart instead
Rerouted the blood to my heart instead

I am brain dead thinking strictly in blues and reds
Oh i'm in enough trouble man
Oh man i'm in trouble again
Cause everyones ears are watching me
And i never ever felt that this would be
Anything more then a makeshift personal IV

Cause i fall three times as hard if its for nothing at all
You all seem twice as tall as i will ever be
And i feel terribly small when my head works too hard
When you think with your chest theres not a thing that you don't see

I'm hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do
I could swear that i don't care
But you know that i'm too full of shit to think this through
So look at me
I pray to god but curse too much to be considered true
I'm just like me, i'm just like to me, so who the hell are you?

I'm but a boy just like the rest of these things
And i borrow phrases from dusty faded record sleeves
The story is the same i've just personalized the name
But if it's all you need then i'd be more then happy to confess my steam

Cause i fall three times as hard if its for nothing at all
You all seem twice as tall as i will ever be
And i feel terribly small when my head works too hard
When you think with your chest theres not a thing that you don't see

I'm hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do
I could swear that i don't care
But you know that i'm too full of shit to think this through
So look at me
I pray to god but curse too much to be considered true
I'm just like me, i'm just like to me so, who the hell are you?

I know you think you know but these eyelids are in domes
That shut you out from all the things that i don't want you to know
And i refuse to tell you one single secret i own
Cause you'll find i'm petrified of your eyes

I'm hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do
I could swear that i don't care
But you know that i'm too full of shit to think this through
So look at me
I read the book i prayed to god but curse too much to be considered true
I'm just like me, i'm just like to me so, who the hell are you?