Starving

I’m starving
Didn’t know it
Yeah, I’m starving
I don’t show it
Yeah, I’m hungry
For some answers
I’m hungry
For love

'Cause I got a way of bringing myself to my knees
I got a way of tearing apart what I see
And I don’t know why

I pick fights with myself
Oh, I break and I drown
I’m trying to trust
My fucking head’s too loud
It’s easy to hide it
It’s so hard to breathe it
If I could have everything
Would I even want it

I’m starving
You wouldn’t know it
But I’m changing
For me

'Cause I got a way of bringing myself to my knees
I got a way of bruising my heart till I bleed
And I don’t know why

I pick fights with myself
Oh, I break and I drown
I’m trying to trust
My fucking head’s too loud
It’s easy to hide it
It’s so hard to breathe it
If I could have everything
I hold back what I need
I know to want is weak
I’m trying to love
Every fucking thing I see
It’s easy to hide it’s so hard to breathe it
If I could have everything
Would I even want it

I pick fights with myself
I break, I drown
I’m trying to trust but my head’s too loud
‘Cause I’m starving
You wouldn’t know it
Yeah, I’m starving
I wanna show it
Show it
Show it
Show it

I pick fights with myself
Oh, I break and I drown
I’m trying to trust
My fucking head’s too loud
It’s easy to hide it
It’s so hard to breathe it
If I could have everything
I hold back what I need
I know to want is weak
I’m trying to love
Every fucking thing I see
It’s easy to hide it’s so hard to breathe it
If I could have everything
Would I even want it