Starting Over (feat. Hannah Bishop)

[Verse 1: J.West]

Empty bottles scattered thoughts alone in my apartment my heart is broke in two guess I forgot what apart meant now the floor is empty and there's no one to dance with I drink a Smirnov as a DJ plays Sam Smith the lights go out disco ball lost its twinkle scrolling through my Facebook with my heart begins to wrinkle saw your status update happy emoji says I'm single if sadness were a crime then I'm feeling illegal. yeah and I wish there were a remedy to take us back to where we were as happy as the Kennedys ignorance is bliss but we never had the tendency was never one for drugs but I would say you were my ecstasy but now my highest gone and my sleep is running low with a ZzzQuill refill this habits gotta go I've got another show so I've got to hit the road with your blocking out my number this is how I let you know that

[Hook: Hannah Bishop]

I don't want to start over I don't want to have to start again and I don't want to just forget what me and you had like it was all for pretend
I don't want to start over I don't want have to start again and I know it's selfish but the voices keep saying in my head I don't want to start over

[Verse 2: J.West]

The bed is feeling empty as I lay here wide awake I thought you were legit but you turned out to be fake
You're giving him the head and all that's giving me the ache now I've come to realize you're my biggest mistake!
So I ripped up your photos and I deleted your texts, while he's posting up the details of you two having sex
Now my heart is a mess in my eyes begin to tear up crazy how you made me sad you used to make me cheer up
Used to make me happy let me know I'm not alone but nowadays I call you with a message at the tone
This ain't nothing new that's why the sympathy is small it's been a couple days and I haven't slept at all
I'm stacking up the stress and it's getting pretty tall so I'll kick it at the base just so I can watch it fall
Leave a message at the tone if you ever try to call and I'll sharpen another pencil because the last one got dull

[Hook: Hannah Bishop]

I don't want to start over I don't want to have to start again and I don't want to just forget what me and you had like it was all for pretend
I don't want to start over I don't want have to start again and I know it's selfish but the voices keep saying in my head I don't want to start over

[Bridge: J.West and Hannah Bishop]

Fall in love and I'll break my heart
With broken love I'll fall apart
It was dope right at the start but then jealousy had played it's part
Spent my time just writing flows, on the road doing shows, when you'll see me no one knows
But that's just how this whole passion goes

[Hook: Hannah Bishop]
I just want to start over and I really wanna start again
And I don't wanna reminisce on what we had because it feels like it's pretend
I just want to start over and I really want to start again
And I know it's selfish but the voices keep saying in my head I just want to start over