Starting Over

[Verse 1]
Well, here I am
Not quite what I expected
But here I stand
With retribution on my mind
Forget the past
I guess it's time that I left it
My future's left
With so much due that I must find

[Pre-Chorus]
Pain
I've lived so long with this
Shame
I pry down on myself
(The) pain
I lived so long with this
Shame
I pry down on myself

[Chorus]
This time that I wasted never seemed so [?]
After all the confusion and disaster
The life that I've hated never felt so [?]
I'm starting over, over right now

[Verse 2]
What I am
Is not quite what I was wanting
But now I have
A way for me to change my life
A miracle?
Not quite, but I'll accept it
I'm feeling so [?]

[Chorus]
This time that I wasted never seemed so [?]
After all the confusion and disaster
The life that I've hated never felt so [?]
I'm starting over, over right now

[Pre-Chorus]
The pain
I've lived so long with this
Shame
I pry down on myself
(The) pain
I've lived so long with this
Shame
I pry down on myself

[Chorus]
This time that I wasted never seemed so [?]
After all the confusion and disaster
The life that I've hated never felt so [?]
I'm starting over, over right now

Right now