starting 2 realize

(Intro)
When you by yourself bro
I think alotta times niggas don't realize bro
You get alotta clarity
When you by yourself
You really could see shit for what it is
When you by yourself
You really could gah damn figure out who you are as a person
When you by yourself

(Chorus)
I'm starting to realize, alotta them niggas don't love you
They really just say they do for a image
And I'm tired of feelin like a game and shit
Don't wanna feel like its a scrimmage
So please don't lie to me, cause I won't lie to you
Sometimes all I really wanna hear is; "damn I'm proud of you"
They like Black, all of yours songs is soundin' the same
Bro I wanna talk about some happy shit
But all I've been feelin is pain
Like I'm in a cycle I cannot get out
Pick and choose who I wanna be loyal to
Nigga try to snake you for some clout
Damn
I'm young, but I feel old
I don't really trust alotta people, due to all the lies I was told
What the fuck is a stab in the back, at this point I done been shot
If I tell you I'm done, I'm done
I don't care if you like it or not

(Interlude)
I always knew niggas was flawed bro
I was just that nigga to give niggas the benefit of the doubt
And be tryna realize that maybe niggas is really my potnas for real
Maybe niggas really fuck wit me for real
But I had to start realizin' bro
Alotta times bro when niggas be flawed and shit
That's they character bro
(high up, you're falling back down)
Lemme talk to you niggas right quick

(Verse)
Yo
I done made alotta mistakes, in my life
I can't take 'em back, I just pray to God
If it wasn't for Him
I'd prolly be out in the streets clutchin' onna Rod
I done gave like so many efforts to niggas
They never did shit for me
So when you lookin from the downlow my nigga
You can't get shit from me
I thank that girl for playing wit me
Cause if it wasn't for then I wouldn't be here right now
Had a long talk wit my dukes that day
Could shed a whole tear right now
Not makin my dukes proud
That's dead my only big fear right now
Nigga fuck my pops
That nigga tryna kick me out the crib as soon as I turn 18
And I turn 18 in 4 months
I would smoke in the crib wit the paper
I remember that night I smoked 4 blunts
Damn
Yo, remember the night I smoked 4 fuckin blunts
Bro that shit was crazy

(Chorus)
I'm starting to realize, alotta them niggas don't love you
They really just say they do for a image
And I'm tired of feelin like a game and shit
Don't wanna feel like its a scrimmage
So please don't lie to me cause I won't lie to you
Sometimes all I really wanna hear is; "damn I'm proud of you"
They like Black, all of yours songs is soundin' the same
Bro I wanna talk about some happy shit
But all I've been feelin is pain
Like I'm in a cycle I cannot get out
Pick and choose who I wanna be loyal to
Nigga try to snake you for some clout