​started hating myself

[Chorus]
I started hating myself, I
Lost touch with the way that I felt, you
Can't seem to stop this pain in my chest
That's fine, I don't deserve anything else here
I started hating myself, I
Lost touch with the way that I felt, you
Can't seem to stop this pain in my chest
That's fine, I don't deserve anything else here

[Verse]
I feel like I messed up
My life don't really feel as good as everyone else
God damn, you really said it with your chest, love
And what a shame, I really, really thought
You said that you felt it, guess not then
I just gotta keep my eyes closed while I'm praying
That I don't let go, I'm on the edge again
All these people like to give me high hopes
It's a really, really, really cold world though, isn't it?
I started killing myself, getting
High just so I could feel a little less
Sometimes I might get a little obsessed, I'm fine
I just need a little more rest, yeah
I started killing myself, getting
High just so I could feel a little less
Sometimes I might get a little obsessed, I'm not alive
I ain't got a heart in my chest no more

[Chorus]
I started hating myself, I
Lost touch with the way that I felt, you
Can't seem to stop this pain in my chest
That's fine, I don't deserve anything else here
I started hating myself, I
Lost touch with the way that I felt, you
Can't seem to stop this pain in my chest
That's fine, I don't deserve anything else here