[Intro]
Is this as bad as before?
Laid out on the floor
How can you claim you wanna know?
With all my messages ignored
[Verse 1]
I don't think you really understand
I told you already, we won't last
Told me where I cut, it's getting bad
But I don't care, you wish I never had
[Verse 2]
Fucked up, got my head in my hands
I won't love, you get it all on-demand
No thoughts, running dry like the sand
Don't leave, you're all I have
[Pre-Chorus]
Step away from the door, I won't let you in
I don't wanna tell you what is happening
Leave me outside in the cold again
Nothing to say
We're at the start of the end
(hiraeth)
[Chorus]
Leave me alone
I don't wanna try but you're arguing
I have anxiety
They're watching me, I'm tryna quit
You don't really know me
Feel like I'm nothing but misery
I'm tryna find a way to block out what you did to me
You can call me useless, least I had a fucking ounce of trust
Let go of everyone, I'm struggling to give you up
You don't really want me, I had everything and fucked it up
Is this a sign that I should stop pretending how to love
[Post-Chorus/Outro]
Step away from the door, I won't let you in
I don't wanna tell you what is happening
Leave me outside in the cold again
Nothing to say
We're at the start of the end
start of the end was written by hiraeth.
start of the end was produced by hiraeth.
hiraeth released start of the end on Sun Apr 03 2022.