Start Me Over

I only go where I'm invited only fit in where I fit
I'm not trying to be dramatic
I try my best to deal with it
And when I think about it
I wanna punch myself how am I doing lately? is it really hard to tell

And if I sound like a broken record
I'm just trying to push myself through this groove

And I'll be here until you pick me up
And start me over

I'm so tired of being thoughtless and hopelessly obsessed
I don't mean to sound so damn pathetic
At least you've seen me at my best
And when I think about it
I wanna punch myself
How am I doing lately?