Starring Into Space

I see you posted with the music you're claiming to like
But I see right thru it know you're just faking for likes
It's pretty stupid, hoping that these artists see
Ur kissing on there asses, boost their egos so you're part of the team

And you'll never see me do that
Truth is, im a little bit sick of this new crap
Movement, hardly happens and i guess it's too bad
Useless. Embark on rapping then I'll tell em screw that

I'll be 18 soon, feel like i'm 82
I don't know what to do, but feel I have too much to prove
And that's nothing new, just know I'll never cover you
Just know that I am doubtful and I've Never fell in love to boot

Constant blockage when I'm tryna write
Has me ripping out my brain at different times of the night
I've been living out my days with a desire for life
I've been flipping round the page with no inspiring light

And I'm irritated why do i always gotta be left out?
Guess cuz I'm too doubtful to conversate with the rest now
Never feeling comfortable always feeling so let down
Actually it's neither nothing crawling in my head now

Dummies gawking with their necks out
Next route i find is gonna be the one I get out
Left out to dry i keep on pushing but im Xd out
Race against the clock but I'm just running with myself now

But I pretend it doesn't get to me
Just Like everybody else there's nothing in me differing
Myself from another, that is living in the century
Thoughts are always elsewhere like they're floating In a windy breeze

And this won't get plays just because I'm not yelling
I've been pigeon held to 1 thing but I'm offering many
But I did this on my own no one can share in the blame
Gotta turn it up a notch but I've been staring in space