Staring at the cieling

[Verse 1: Odprophet]
I feel like time is catching up, I can't keep up with the pace
In the barrel of my head, can you help me to escape?
Said everything is going good, everything is going fine
Put the Glock under my chin, I can't let my brain unwind
'Cause this Hell is all my own, I'm embellishin' my throne
There's a prison in my mind and this cell is now my home
Demons tempt me to escape but if I leave they'll just give chase
'Til my ankles start to break I wipe the swеat from off my face
See my life passin' in front of me, I run thе other way
My lips are turnin' blue as I start to suffocate
All the pills that I can take, chug this bottle to my face
'Til the sun is smiling at me from the sky above my grave

[Pre-Chorus: Odprophet]
Bitch, I just don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling

[Chorus: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this whole life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die
This whole process just to live and I don't wake up anymore
This whole life is just a chore, got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die

[Verse 2: Odprophet]
You feel like time is standing still? I just take these little pills
I just paid a stack of bills, livin' in this loop is hell
I can't break out of this cage 'til The Reaper come and get me
All these fucks that say they miss me wasn't really fuckin' with me
This a vicious world we live in and I'm tryin' to make it out
I feel actin' like my worth is measured by my bank account
I let them bitches take my heart, they just slowly yank it out
Then give them curses from The Serpent, turn they breasts inside they mouth
I said "Can I get a witness?" when this shit is finally finished
I'll be dead and everybody will be all up in my business
I don't want to make it last, I just want to make it fast
Squeeze the gun and make it blast, leave this anger in the past
Leave my body in the trash

[Pre-Chorus: Odprophet]
Bitch, I just don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling

[Chorus: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this whole life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die
This whole process just to live and I don't wake up anymore
This whole life is just a chore, got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die

[Outro: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling